Embracing white supremacy is a phenomenal way of assuaging one’s pesky cognitive dissonance and managing one’s fears by turning your fears INTO morals; but like a lot of painkillers, it stops hitting as hard after a while, which is why after a few years you pretty much end up trying to kill preteens
The thing about basing your morality based on fear is that fear is kind of… not really sustainable in the long run? And you end up trying to restoke those fears constantly, hardening it to hatred, but then hatred is a form of fixation, so THAT requires work too, just constantly getting larger and larger and requiring more and more effort to sustain, to make it feel the way it used to
And at the end of that road is you either jumping ship or killing kids