Holy fucking shit y'all, I went to my most recent HRT appointment yesterday and my doctor doubled my E dose again and I think it fixed me???
Like, I went to bed early last night. Just because I was tired. And then woke up early fully refreshed and ready to go?? I did tasks in the morning? I reached out to my parents without feeling guilty?!?
I was making lunch and mildly embarrassed myself by dropping something in front of my wife and I felt myself starting to spiral a little about it, and then I just…didn’t. Like, I didn’t even expend any mental/emotional effort to actively try and stop it, I just felt this warm comfortable “everything is going to be ok” wash over me and just…stopped. I completely froze up for a second to try and process what just happened because I outright shocked myself by coping well with stress.
I’m fucking shook.
Cis people have it this easy all the fucking time?!?