In regards to my previous post: HRT is nowhere near a magic fix all that will make you a girl. That is decided by you. Your ability or inability to get hormone replacement therapy is not a measurement of how transgender you are. Being transgender is an internal decision, and whatever comes after that is ancillary to deciding for yourself that you are the gender you want to be. I recommend it; I adore what HRT has done to my body, but I was a girl long before I decided to do any sort of medical transition and anyone who says you need makeup and stringent routines and medical supplies to transition is either a fuckin’ liar or needs to reexamine how they think about other transgender people, including themselves.