having mutuals who i think are really cool and get like. starstruck when they interact with me. is so weird. like why am i reacting like this. we’re literally both on tumblr
i’m like a baby clown sitting in a circus honking my little nose and then sometimes a REALLY COOL CLOWN who has inspired me in my own clownery and who i bother regularly in hopes of friendship sits down and claps as i honk my stupid little clown nose. but the thing is that we’re still both clowns in the same circus
THE COOL CLOWNS (INCLUDING THE CLOWNS IM NOT EVEN MUTUALS WITH I JUST FOLLOW FROM A DISTANCE) FOUND THIS POST. THEY DONT KNOWWWW
^ i know this it’s just scarier to me than all my cool clowns combined. what do you MEAN ppl think im scary or intimidating or cool. im literally just a clown in the circus
