There’s a way people talk in English I see more and more that feels like two steps removed from being a human person. What is “self actualization” why are your sentences in English built the way Sophocles did his plays. I would dissociate if I started talking about myself like this.
It’s making me feel like that one ogre comic but also I am not envious of these people, when I used to examine every single thing I did was when I was at my worst. It’s just I don’t like not understanding what people are saying and also I don’t like dissociating.