Like fundamentally I don’t want to get high. I think that’s what you guys don’t understand. Coffee doesn’t make you high it has psychoactive effects but it doesn’t really “get you high”. Getting high is bad, to me. I don’t want to get high, drunk etc. I don’t want to feel weird sensations. Weird sensation = bad. Drugs are bad. But like a leaf that makes you feel energetic just a bit, that’s ok. A weird leaf with a little bit of an odd property is ok. But a drug, that you take and then it makes you high man, woah man I’m so high man, that’s not so good. That’s not what I want. Just a leaf from somewhere in the world, that’s known to give you a little bit of energy or a little bit of calm or whatever, just something like that. Just an odd leaf with a mild property. But not a fucking drug I don’t want to get high.