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ed dissociates, hallucinates the love of his life screaming for help, strangles two men to death for the first time since killing his dad, dives to the bottom of the sea to get his discarded blackbeard look, emerges from the sea like a kraken– and then walks directly into written evidence that he is loved. a few minutes later he gets to tell that man that he DOES love him and kiss him on the face and hear that someone KNOWS he, ed, is capable of love. hello can anyone hear me

the i know actually hits so hard with all of this. i need a fuckijg minute. i KNOW. I KNOW THAT. HE KNOWS

because the first time he was this scared he was alone he had to build blackbeard to escape the kraken and keep himself safe and he was alone. and the second time he thought he was alone and wanted to die from it only to be dragged back out of the depths by the hand of a man who loves him. and this time he walks up out of the depths on his own two feet to go get that man and tell him he loves him too. and it’s OKAY this time because he loves stede and stede KNOWS

also that he kills and comes up from the sea like a kraken and puts on the blackbeard clothes all to go be edward with his love. synthesis. for which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me? for them all together.